my eyes are all blurry

March 30th, 2006

i am here, sitting with my knees under my chin, trying to set up my whole life. my face is breaking up, no way! i hate this! how nice it is listening to sade. i want to go to work but i’ll be dead for sure tomorrow. sarrah goes home early enough before our shift ends so it’s unfair because i’ll be left in the hands of aLLen and kix. subata again?? how i wish beng’s around but nah! our shifting has made it impossible for us to be together again and sarrah’s got her own walks to walk. i paused…scratched my head…eww! curiously picked up kai’s pair of fish skeleton earrings.

the guys are at xavier estates, panting their way up with the hoops. jeff’s attended to his cuz, aLLen’s at work, sarrah’s at work, i’m here, a living stow away. haven’t gone home for two nights. i miss the four of us..being at jams and being the happy group — being the root of all evil for everyone’s night. or lingering at alacart and koRaL. i miss mabsy and tatum, i wonder how their training has gone?? i miss the titans, somehow, i’ve been missing everyone because i’m stranded right now and got nothing else to do but at least, this second night, i am more sane than last night. i miss budgie’s big mouth! at least he’s no longer around to freak me out! hahaha!!! i miss green mango and ji, i’m missing sa smokey’s! hahaha! i miss the blast of cold or sometimes humid air of the office. i miss going out L2s while on aux. i miss my agents, i miss walking around the office, almost every nook and cranny is familiar to me because i usually walk my sleep off. i miss updating the Firmware Tech’s data, i miss my oscar…